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 So Lew Lew's "little ding" has really sent me spiraling mental health-wise.  I did not really sleep or eat much the first week, and now all I want to do is sleep (and stare at my barn camera) - which is my classic anxiety and depression double whammy reaction post traumatic event. 

On screen at all times...

I rode Uno once since last Tuesday, and he was awesome. I set up a new jump course at home but have not done much with it.  My house is dirty, my ponies badly need a curry, and my tack room is a disaster.  Lew is processing well - honestly better than expected with only a few 'issues' or setbacks. Next Tuesday, we head back to the vet again for the last incision check and an actual lameness eval to make plans for what his next one to three months look like. 

Brought out the hammock and the umbrella for the season.

Uno and I are hitting our first HT of the year on May 11, which means I have enough time to sit with this. I am flying out to Cali to see my husband for a weekend, and then I will come back just as  Spring Break starts.  My goals are to rest, ride, and get my house and barn back in order.  

Driving to pick up our last few round bales of the year.